Hola everyone. I guess today I shall just do a quick update on what is going on with my life. (YAY!)
It's already March, which means one quarter of the year 2013 has already passed. And it feels like I'm still in 2012.
Can you believe it? I'm already 20 this year. And no, I can't believe it either. When I was younger, I always wonder how it feels like to be 20, an adult already. Guess what? It doesn't feel good or fun at all. I'm going to start Year 3 in Polytechnic in roughly about 1 month time. Honestly speaking, this is how fast time flies. It feels just like yesterday that I just started attending my first day of Polytechnic education, in Business & Accountancy Orientation Camp.
Right now, I'm just dancing almost everyday. And of course dotaing. And dating. And hanging out with people I love.
Soon enough, it will be 12th March 2013, and it also means that I've been together with Brenziboomz for officially 1 year. Yay! Speaking of that, she's leaving to Myanmar for two weeks on 16th March. Oh well, I guess there won't be anyone cleaning up my room, wardrobe and giving me massages when my body aches for 2 weeks...
Though I promised myself that Operation Smile was going to be my last performance, being able to perform in a happy and fresh choreography broke my own promise. I'm going to perform for Ngee Ann Polytechnic's 50th Anniversary. And even though training is really really tough, but honestly I enjoy every moment of it. Because I'm doing what I love most with people around me that are encouraging and supportive!
I also want to thank God for everything that's happening in my life right now. Even though my complexion isn't completely healed yet, God revealed to me so many things around me. Like how the outward appearance don't matter because what God sees is your character. Also the people around me who encourages me when I'm feeling down. Thank You God for everything. For my family, friends and also Brenziboomz. For giving me the opportunity to dance to glorify Your Name.
Just something personal: I realised when I play DOTA recently. I became more competitive. It feels like I lost the meaning of having fun in the first place. I feel like I'm using it to escape from my reality and to achieve satisfaction by winning. However, it's all virtual. I guess in games, even if you lose, you can hit restart. If you win, you just feel good until you lose again. But in life, I can't hit restart. The way I look, whatever I said, whatever I did, I can't hit restart. So whatever happens, I'm going to just let it be and accept it. Because sometimes when you try to take control over things you can't, you're going to end up having a bad time dealing with the disappointments that shouldn't be there in the first place. And for DOTA, I guess I'll just have fun and be less competitive. Because only when you enjoy something, then you'll excel in it. I'm glad that I'm not competitive in Dance because I don't want to ever lose the reason why I started dancing in the first place, to express myself and glorify God.
I feel like I have so much to accomplish this year. Let me list them down..
- Take part in my first ever official Bboy Battle for exposure and fun
- Sleep before 12am every night (It never does happen.)
- Be confident again like a Dancing Dragon (I feel like I have lost confidence due to my complexion)
- Set up a DOTA team maybe?
- Do well for Semester 3.1 and Internship in Semester 3.2 (Did I mention that I'll be interning for 6 months?)
- Share with more people about my life story
- Build relationship with the people around me
- Glorify, praise and worship God in every way I can
- Take up more dance genre to increase my dance vocabulary since I love to freestyle
- Update my blog frequently...(hahaha)
- Love Brenziboomz more!
Honestly speaking, I have always wanted to start a YouTube channel.. like do video blogs (Vlogs) and dance videos. But I don't feel confident due to my complexion. But once it gets better, I will do it! (or at least try!) :D
Okay I guess that's all for my quick update. I shall update my blog on my testimony next week! Stay tuned.
Shall end it off with this quote by Joyce Meyer:
"If you want a testimony, you are going to have a test." - Joyce Meyer
